I’m gonna apologize, without tagging, for my rants. This grow was/is very important to me. It is a first run, I knew there would be speed bumps, but not total off-road detours. So, for my incredibly tense posts in the last couple of days, I apologize.
My wife grabbed me, made me look at the plants and said, “You’re not some stoner looking for free weed. You have a plan and a dream. Work it to live it.” I didn’t know she had grabbed Suzan off the ground and replanted and watered her (pic below, she doesn’t look as bad as when I got the cat off her). And wouldn’t let me touch the other. Proverbially slap to a seemingly defeated psyche.
I need to get my anxiety in check. Always been high strung. My wife reminded me that this first round, and probably every round after are learning experiences.
We are still without power, but should have it back in a couple of hours. Tomorrow morning after I get all the branches out of the yard, I’m chopping and washing Jordan. I’m not feeling the flow right now so to say. All the extra precautionary crap the last few days has sucked some of the fun out of the regular, routine stuff. Hopefully getting my hands a little dirty tomorrow will give me a little pep.
Anyhow, here is Suzan all gimped up…