Definitely gives me clarity from the insanity.
Weed is a dichotomy for me. It sedates me, yet stimulates incredible creativity. I think myself to sleep. Makes no sense, I get it, but…
… it works.
I believe that many folks may think better when stoned…I program my little computer boards for kicks. I make tons of really bizarre mistakes when I get stoned. It is very difficult for me to keep logic straight in my mind when I start vaping in the afternoons.
A mild stone often shows me how my anxious thoughts and resulting behaviors/patterns are so silly and counterproductive.
If stressed, a very mild stone or cbd will calm me so that I can think better.
A heavy stone, umm, well, I’m usually not good for much , I usually avoid that.
One of the days I went to school stoned while in Jr. High, the teacher gave the class an unexpected exam. The next day I was bummed that I messed up two answers that I knew, but weed. After that, I didn’t go to school stoned.
I was accused of being high 2x in high school. It was the 2 times i wasnt high lol. I graduated as a sophmore and went to te h school. All with nothing less than 100 % on any test ever. So i think it can be helpful. But i also heard if ya study stoned you have to take the test stoned.
I notice I think differently with weed. I catch things in movies or tv shows that I have seen many times before but missed the joke or reference. I also see personal flaws in myself that without weed I just ignored. Sometimes its eye opening when I realize what a dud I am.
Its odd how it seems to open up the brain to alternate thinking patterns.
I believe weed can make us less self absorbed and more self aware. A chance to meditate on some things we could do better at. Or maybe im stoned . I got high and sat down with my sketch pad and just started . When i came down and looked at what i had done it was pretty cool. im going to do more of this.
Im aware that im nowhere as cool as i sometimes think i am but not going to focus on that too much. My wife just came down and lit up a bowl of godfather og. Im gonna hit that and get up the staire before they feel like pikes peak. lol
Godspeed , I hope you make it.