ILGM is in the business of selling seeds. They are based in Amsterdam. Where almost nothing you can get in the 'States is available (at least in 60 hz). They don’t sell lights.
BUT! ILGM had the foresight to set up (and PAY FOR!) this forum to be used as a platform to help growers. You are currently showing serious sour grapes because you didn’t get answers quickly enough. You also state that you are ill.
I will nicely suggest that you have insulted a number of well meaning growers who have comprehensive skills on growing. All of which will work. None of them are really better than another. So what is your problem with a wealth of answers? Also; many of us here are ill too and we do not take it out on others. Some of us are dying.
If you didn’t want an answer to your question you should not have joined the forum and started a post on a public platform.
Good luck to you in your growing adventure.