First time getting high stories

I was fourteen when I first got high. This was in the '70s with my brother and his first wife. It was the first time I felt joy. I was depressed even then in my early teens and it was such a relief. I smoked on and off after that until my early twenties. For some reason, having a lot to do with money I quit for over thirty years. Over thirty years of medication for depression and then I discovered it again and joy returned to my life. Never tell me that THC and being high isn’t good for me.