Oz, really? Hmmmm. Very interesting.
Mind telling me how old you were and how long your residence there?
Was it a pleasant experience?
I would find it an interesting, unusual experience. I can say this now because with what I know about reality and the large degree of inner freedom and wisdom attained through my now advanced years, though at present I can easily pass for a man in his early fifties.
I took extremely good care of myself during my twenties through my fifties. After that I got lax with my strict regime. I lost a lot of my fears and insecurities.
I had placed great importance in my physical appearance my early years to my fifties.
I knew it was through proper nutrition, weight training and mind power that I would be able to create the look I desired. I would visualize and desire how I wanted to be and look, continuously maintaining that thought and vision. I attained my goal.
Age 23 I went on a strict raw vegetable/fruit diet, drinking two quarts of fresh carrots, beets and cucumber juice with green salad and fresh fruit. Fasted every three months for seven days, irrigating my Colin every morning during the seven days. After a year, I happened to look at myself nude in the long mirror after my shower. I was astounded! My weight was well distributed and body very well proportioned. I was stacked.
I used my appearance to attract relationships and all the sex I desired.
After a while you realize the value of beauty from within. I found intimacy with physically beautiful people largely boring and empty, no passion or excitement. They had little depth to their character, just an empty, narcissistic individual. The best sexual intimacies I’ve experienced were average-looking. So now I never judge a book by its cover. It’s all in the tasting.
No longer lift weights, just do Hatha Yoga.
But you at Oz. I just hope your stay there did not leave any emotional/psychological marks on you.
Thanks very much for sharing this with me.