Bulldognuts New Grow Room Journal

Looking stellar as always hope you and yours have a great new year!


Hello friends, I received some really sad news last night.

@Bulldognuts asked me to let his friends know about this… So this is what he sent me:

“Dan I need to ask for a favor. My wife had a massive heart attack and passed away last night. I doubt that I will be on the forum for a while, possibly a long while. I don’t mind people being aware of what has happened. But I just don’t have the heart to continue coming on now and don’t want people to think I’m ghosting them. If possible could you let people know what has happened and please tell them I appreciate all the love, respect and encouragement they have given me. If you will please post this somewhere you believe that the most people will see it ,I’ll leave that up to you. If you could do this I will be eternally grateful for your kindness.”

Know that I stand with you my friend Keith and sending you tons of love :peace_symbol: :heart_eyes:


Damn man. @Bulldognuts I’m sorry to hear the sad news. My heart felt condolences to you and your family. I know the pain of losing loved ones over the years. We all know how much you loved her and why you grew the meds needed for her pain. Hoping that you can find the time and emotional strength to get through the devastating loss in your life. Wishing you the best and hope to see you back in the near future. Love and peace! :love_you_gesture: :v:

Thanks for keeping us informed. @kaptain3d


So sorry my friend… @Bulldognuts
We are here if you need anything… :heart:
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My condolences


My heart goes out to you @Bulldognuts and I send my deepest condolences, and praying for you. We all here for support, and we will all be here if you need us.


Condolences. We’ll keep your family in our thoughts and prayers.


My deepest condolences Keith. You and your family are in our hearts and prayers brother. We are here for you when you’re ready.


Prayers for you and your family. I am here if you need anything. Take all the time you need my friend.


Condolences and may god be with you and the family


@Bulldognuts My heart and prayers goes out to you and your family my friend.


@Bulldognuts sending our heart felt condolences, were so sorry.


Beautiful lookin clones. I got to try some god og from a fellow grower and quikly decided to ad it to this springs line-up.


@Bulldognuts Take all the time you need - family comes first. We love you and we’re all here for you, as much as anyone can be in such a difficult time.


Very sad news indeed reminds me of how fragile our existence is.
A stark reminder not to take our love ones for granted.
Since i heard of bulldogs tragic news i have been more attentive to my time with my wife.
Shared with her the love i have for her.
Really hope your surrounded with friends and family as this sinks in.
Be kind gentle with yourself
You have huge support from our community in the forums.
That speaks volumes
Take care hay


I wanted to come on to express my Gratitude for not just everyone’s Condolences, but for everything that so many in this community has done for me. Most of you know I started growing for my wife. Growing for her has enhanced my life in ways that I couldn’t have ever predicted. First, it has allowed me to develop a hobby that I truly enjoy. Second and more importantly, I have been able to make friends with people that I would never have been able to, had I not started growing. A friend of mine from ILGM expressed that exact sentiment to me recently. Even though we, may never meet each other, the friendships I’ve made here, are just as real and important to me as most friendships I have had over the years. Recently I haven’t been on forum as much as I would have hoped. But as life moves on I can hopefully be here more often :pray:

I wanted to share just a few pictures of the Beautiful Woman that I had the honor to call wife for nearly 42 years :heart:


I am so sorry for your loss my friend. I can’t begin to imagine the pain and loss you must feel! My heart weeps for you and your family. Take the time you need but remember she would want you to go on and be happy! Until you meet again. My condolences :disappointed::heart:.
I know you don’t smoke but maybe you can find some peace growing to help others that suffer like your wife had. Sending an emotional hug.

Thanks @kaptain3d for letting us all know on his behalf


Being together as long as we were, we had probably every conversation two people could possibly have over the years. As we got older, of course we had spoken about the possibility of one of us leaving this earth. I told her that I would want her to be happy. She told me she didn’t want me to be happy, she would want me to be content and find joy in my life again :pray:


Beautiful :heart:


Amen Brother True Love :heart: