Brian's Utopia šŸ’š

Good morning all my friends in weedville. Itā€™s been a while since I posted here. There has been a lot going on lately that is weighing heavy on me. Iā€™m in a position where I need to make big decisions that will impact my future. While itā€™s hard to give specifics and explain it all this will effect my personal, professional and family life. What could be good short term might not be best long term. Itā€™s a struggle to say the least to know what is best. Time is not on my side and making big decisions kinda quick give me the worst anxiety and stresses me out. Hopefully I get some kind of sign of what might be best.

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Good luck and all the best wishes that you make the best choices.

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Well sir whatever is going on I hope you make it to the other side happy and most of all healthy

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Whatever the choices/decision are, my 2c is go somewhere quiet and peaceful, then open yourself to the Universe, eyes closed, heart open and ask the answer to your dilemma, I have faith you will receive what you are searching for.
:v::green_heart:

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What just happened to me was truly amazing. A hummingbird was trapped in my carport. It was banging around on the ceiling and in distress. I tried for five minutes to catch it but it was 2ā€ out of reach. I saw it was struggling to fly and held my hand up and it landed in my hands looking at me like thank you. I took it outside and it flew away and came back and hovered for a second. That truly humbled me! :sunglasses::v::call_me_hand:

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What a beautiful experience my brother D, thank you for sharing.
:v:

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Sounds like the answer in your post @Capt.Cola
Short term goal verses long term.
If its got such a heavy impact on all your close family and work stick with the long term goals.
My thoughts
Ofcourse i dont know more detail so hard to fully say.
Why cant you say what it is.
You get a clearer feed back from your mirror in this case your mirror is us.
Just saying.
Cheers :beers:
Good luck

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Wow that is amazing gave me goose bumps.
Came back and thanked you.
Wow your blessed
@Dman1969

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Do we ever just understand that we all face the same issuesā€¦

We are human.

And stoned for sureā€¦ well maybeā€¦
Not saying , but just sayingā€¦
Ya , super highā€¦
Alll goodā€¦
Danm stonerā€™sā€¦
Okā€¦ not highā€¦
Maybeā€¦ lol
You just might be highā€¦
Maybe
Nope ā€¦ just assid refluxā€¦
Ok , im high for sureā€¦

Nope , im stonedā€¦
:thinking: :thinking: maybe
Life is a hot mess
Danm Heart burnā€¦
ā€¦
:v:t4: :sunglasses:

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Do we ever understand that we might be on the wrong side of the fence in certain situationsā€¦
Or do we stand our grown for something that we thought was right even thoe it wasnā€™tā€¦
I believe that my perspective on anything will always meet another perspective on what i doā€¦
Life always leads us down a path that we never expectedā€¦
Life loves to trick usā€¦
You will always wish that you did more and never realize that you never gave it your allā€¦
You see you at that pointā€¦
Dont regret, just move forwardā€¦
Life will never give you the benefit when your doing goodā€¦
It always loves to try to shove it up your a$$ā€¦
Fuckin lifeā€¦
Fuckin life , but i love every momentā€¦
Im just a lost soul at the momentā€¦
I need to find myselfā€¦
Luv you guysā€¦
:v:t4: :sunglasses:

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Sorry if i say something that dosenā€™t feel wellā€¦
Im hurting and have plenty of friendships on here that love meā€¦
I need their love right nowā€¦
Im not doing wellā€¦
My only family helps meā€¦
All of you are so awesome that i will never be able to give your strength backā€¦
I can only send love and great vibesā€¦
I think we need to build strength for usā€¦
Nomatter how nice you are it wont alow me to understand how to growā€¦
Life isnā€™t easyā€¦
Donā€™t make it easier for meā€¦
Please be honestā€¦
You could save me with your honestyā€¦
Im a person that needs the truth.

I will never make it without youā€¦
:v:t4: :sunglasses:
No , you never always know what someone else is feelingā€¦
You always shareā€¦
And hope that they can find peaceā€¦
I am lost in a big wayā€¦
Im pretty sure that i can find myselfā€¦
Freindshipss help big timeā€¦
:v:t4: :sunglasses:

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Damn brother. Sorry ur hurtin. :pray:
Weā€™re here with an ear :hear_with_hearing_aid: and a comforting word or two if it helps.

:v:

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Do you ever think that it is crazy that i love you nomatter whatā€¦
I want to see you succeedā€¦
Bottom lineā€¦

Life now dosenā€™t want
to see thatā€¦

Just crazyā€¦
If you succeed , i will succeed ā€¦
Wthfā€¦
And people donā€™t want thatā€¦?
:v:t4: :angry: :sunglasses:

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Sometimes all you can do is advise brother.
The decision to take that advise is ultimately up to the individual.
The path they take may not always coincide with our thoughts and hopes.

We know you care. :pray:
I know you care.
We love you brother. :heart:

:v::call_me_hand:

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We are always here for you my brother @peachfuzz in whatever capacity you need, a friendly ear, a kind and loving word or someone to just listen, without any judgement.
Loving thoughts and vibes to you my friend
:v::green_heart::pray:

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My thoughts and prayers are with you My Brother. Sometimes venting can be the best thing. We love you and will always be here for you. :pray::v::love_you_gesture:

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I really do appreciate all of my family hereā€¦
Sometimes i tend to jump intoo the deep end and you guyā€™s never let me down and always catch meā€¦
All of you have powerā€™s that maybe you donā€™t even seeā€¦
Compassionā€¦
Loveā€¦
Respectā€¦
Appreciationā€¦
Fairnessā€¦
Understandingā€¦
Caringā€¦
Supportā€¦
Kindnessā€¦
Freindshipā€¦
Strengthā€¦
Positive energyā€¦
Dedicationā€¦
But most of allā€¦ just giving a $hitā€¦
And so many others that i cant think of right nowā€¦
I see them all in each and everyone of youā€¦
Thank all of you so much for just being thereā€¦
I really dont think that i could ever explain how much you help me , but itā€™s true and you doā€¦
Sending good vibes and love to all of my gromies and angelsā€¦
I will be ok and ill get through this bsā€¦
I always have you guyā€™s to shine the light when im in the darkā€¦ :slightly_smiling_face:
:v:t4: :sunglasses:

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So whatā€™s happening @peachfuzz
Thatā€™s causing your distress at this time.
My sharing is as it has been in previous postings not to believe what you think.
Have the thoughts just dont believe them Thatā€™s what the thoughts want you to do.
They want you to follow them to believe them and it would seem they taking you on a journey of destruction.
Who you really are is far greater than the creator of these thoughts your choosing to follow right now thats causing you suffering.
Its all about choise my friend
No matter how hard it can seem the real you Thatā€™s not suffering can over ride your distructive forces and thinking.
Your thoughts are not who you are.

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Wishing you the comforting and healing energy to soothe your mind, body, heart, spirit and soul, one day at a time.

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@peachfuzz
How are you my brother,
I pray life is treating you kindly
:v::green_heart: :pray:

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