Can you tell me your expert thought on those little trichomes?
Plants are frosty as hell; not bad for my 2nd time ever in 10 years.
Pretty depressed atm so can’t joy much for them but - I think they need another 2 weeks.
Tell me some tips or something beautiful, gonna stay all alone those days until January, super super sad about it.
All because of my ex. He ruined my happiness and drained me dry, and I don’t know what to do.
Critical plus 2.0 the 31th of December will have exactly 8 weeks of flowering
I’ve put them in 1 month and a half into veg and then switched to flowering.
I know it still require time, but it’s just I’m super sad atm and without patience, even if I will still wait.
Sorry guys I’m super down today and it’s gonna be worse and way worse till the end of January.
I’m not going to seek for help, just browsed 4chan a little and there were post about suicide and so on.
People tend to see it as a coward act, overly underestimating the power of instinct and self preservation that occurs in those moments.
Ending ourselves is really, really hard.
I won’t do it.
I have a dog that is my son to take care of.
Little number of family members that would get an heart attack if I just try it and sadly survive, and Jesus, I feel pathetic.
I’m so fucking down sorry guys.
I’m gonna cry a little and try to do something.
If you check my journal u can see the love I’ve put in them with an ass hard LST that I did for my first time, and this is my 2nd cycle ever.
I was down when we broke up.
But plants made me feel better.
Now nothing do it.
Just my puppy, and I’m gonna be a disappointment for him if I don’t react. The problem is that I’ve unlearned how to do it, and I’m suffering the stages of grief.
For breakup sake and other reasons.
I can’t go much more with this guys.
I feel so ducking fragile now and never happened to me.
So sorry to hear about your struggles. This year has amplified everything 10 fold too. You’re plants look really good, and you are right in that they need a little more time. They are close and im seeing a lot of cloudy trichomes. Hang in there, things will get better.
Wonderful grow that you have going, like the advice given to you, little more time, tho that is the longest wait for growers. Sorry for the difficult times your going thru. As you stated your plants made you feel better. I believe that can be said about all of us with our grows. This community is here for you in whatever challenges come your way. growing or just a place where you can come to and let people know what is troubling them… happy growing
Personally I’d wait longer too many still clear you want all milky and about 10% amber more amber for a sedating effect. Don’t let other people effect your mood only you can get you down. Have to rise above it and live your life for you. I know it’s hard it’s all about getting in the right mind sight that’s why I like cannabis and hallucinogens in small doses great for the mind and depression I honestly swear by natural healing mushys and pot. Lol. You got this they look amazing give it those few more weeks and you’ll love them even more lose yourself in your grow. They are absolutely beautiful though
If you need someone to talk to @FromNoob2Expert feel free just remember don’t let anyone else control your mood plenty of other fish in the sea. And just from the garden you have to be a pretty good girl. Keep your head up. I almost want to give you my number so you have someone to talk to I don’t like hearing when people are down like this I’ve been their myself but had a great awakening. And don’t feel like this anymore
Despite what your ex might think,you are a valuable human being. I’ve been there too and it’s not fun.You’ll be better off eventually, and the sun will shine again.Chin up.
I felt and still feel used.
He said he loved me.
He would stay with me forever.
Hell he even talked about kids and weddings and the out of the nowhere her started treating me like the worst rotten piece of crap stomped upon heart.
I felt something was odd before and I’m pretty sure he was cheating and out of nowhere he started seeing me like the intruder in a couple I don’t even knew existed.
Or maybe he is just a miserable sicko that deserve the worst in life and honestly, he left me while in an already dark period of my life.
If he’ll ever return I will serve him the coldest plate ever.
Girl you got this! The strong will from within you just started to peek out in your last post! As stated above, were all here for you. This place is just like family. We’re all connected through the love of our plants and yours look absolutely exceptional. Ina few short weeks those girls will be ready to dry and then prep for a nice relaxing smoke sesh!!!
You will be ok sweetie. My fiance walked out on me in the middle of the night on chrismas eve and tried her hardest to ruin christmas for my kids. Im beaten tired but i pulled it off anyway. I have faith you can walk it off also.
Sorry to hear about your current situation. I won’t pretend to have any answers, but you may find this thread helpful. Many on forum have. Hopefully posting there can help you get through what you are going through and realize that what you’re experiencing is something that can be overcome and end up making you stronger.