3rd Grow (2)Banana Kush, (2)Bubble Gum, (2)AK-47 and (1)Girl Scout Cookie Extreme

I called U of M last week and they where going to have the PA get back with me. I never heard back. All things work out to the glory of God and His will. So maybe the trial isn’t the way to go and the oil is. Only He knows. All I know is the tumors are getting so big that I can see them protruding from my abdomen. Scary, but I have been worst.

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We are all praying that good things are coming your way @MAXHeadRoom… pictures are great

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Sending you all my good thoughts and healing vibes. Hope you can harvest soon so you can get your very needed oil.

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Do you know of anyone else on this forum who is using oil or CBD to cure their cancer. @raustin

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I know there are a few people trying, but they’re just starting out growing their plants, and honestly I can’t remember who they are. When I find them I will let you know.

Im going to tell you a secret that I’ve never said on this forum before, but I happen to be a cancer survivor. I had lymphoma when I was 21 years old, in the middle of college, and went through all the radiation and chemo. I know how much it sucks, and the waiting to find out about progress is excruciating. But hang in there and maybe that trial will come through after all.

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You must be a very strong women to have survived that. I know we all seem like we are on a roller coaster ride when we have cancer and it seems like it will never end. Even when we get better there is also that thought that it will come back and we have to live with that everyday. That is why I have learned to give all my worries to God and to know that his will is what is going to happen and there is nothing we can do about it. We still have the choices that we can make good or bad but whatever happens is in our best interest

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Lol, I also happen to be an atheist, so I do just the opposite, but I won’t get into all that. It really is like a roller coaster, and you’re right, even when you’re “cured”, in remission, it’s always in the back of my mind that it will come back. I try not to worry about it anymore.

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Well like I said we all have to make our own choices. But it gives me great comfort to know that a power greater then me can change my life.

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I can definitely understand that.

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Hoping your ladies bring it through for you quickly ! Looks nice ! :us::man_farmer:

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Have the Nuns tryed to convert you lol I would think they would have put that in your lease

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Lol, I know, but my husband has a very Italian name, so I think they assume we’re catholic. They are actually really cool nuns. I doubt it would bother them to know they have an atheist family under their roof. It’s a fairly large building, in the middle of Manhattan, so i’m sure we’re not the only ones.

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I don’t mean to pry and I apologize for not knowing the answer but is there a reason you are not having surgery to remove these tumors? I had cancer 3 years ago and surgery was the first thing they did.

I had surgery twice to remove them. But If you think about removing something in you abdomen and all the other stuff that is in there, everything the tumor is touching would have to be cut out too. I probably would have a colostomy bag and half a liver and who knows what else they would have to cut out. It would defiantly change the quality of my life so the doctors want to try to shrink the tumors first and then remove them or just leave them alone. Since this type of cancer does not spread I can live with them if they are small.
@Momtomask

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Thank you for the explanation - I understand the quality of life issue. I hope the shrinkage plan pays off. I wish I had weed to donate but right now I am barely growing enough for my “patients”. If I don’t lose any to bud rot or other acts of nature - I have 17 plants going in my yard I am happy to share with you come fall! You just have to stay in the game until then! By the way, God and I have a very good relationship - I will mention you to Him tonight!
Best, Jeb

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That is great! Me too!
I should have enough from this harvest for a double dose of RSO. I have also started CBD oil. Its all up to God now.

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Looking great brother.

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Definatly will keep you in my prayers and thoughts

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I made a decision to harvest one of my plant to make oil with. So I harvested the BK clone. The clone was just a plant I had in the room before it was a dedicated flower room and when I went to 12/12 I had no place to put it so I just left it in there. Looks like I should get 2oz from it which should give me a start to my oil treatment. I also started a CBD treatment so hopefully something will work and I can beat this cancer.

Some bud porn pics. Still have about two weeks till harvest. Trichomes are clear to cloudy and the buds are finally fattening up.

The far away light really brings out the frost in the buds. The others where taken in the flower room.

This is the hardest part for me to wait day after day after day, until it is time to harvest. I always seem to harvest to early. I am really going to try to wait until they are ready this time.

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@Zombo @BIGE @Covertgrower @MattyBear @Budtastic @Bogleg @Momtomask @dbrn32 @crazyots @Usmcjojo

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