I come from a negative upbringing around the use of cannabis. I was exposed to seeing cannabis being smoked with cigarettes and alcohol at the same time. Mixing cannabis with other substances, that’s called “recreational use”. Sometimes recreational is just not “healthy” for some people. The stigma around cannabis use was and still is prolifically inaccurate, misleading to downright offensive! I heard statements like;
“Smoking weed makes you lazy, makes you dumb, makes you stupid, no hoper, useless”.
“Like there’s something wrong with you”.
My name is Penelope, I am 32 years old. I come from a place where cannabis is not legal yet. I come from a place where; when I look around my people. I see suffering. I see pain. I see many relying on prescription medication to see them through their day and I still see the suffering.
“I believe the many healing properties of the cannabis plant has no limits”.
Although my early introductions into “weed” was not the best start, I have only in the recent past few years become the passionate person I am when talking about the wonderous, magical plant that is cannabis. My Mum is only 58 and a few years ago things started. Due to poor health choices she has bad blood circulation, high blood pressure, diabetic, water retention, high stress and a whole lot more. She takes a concoction of pills from the doctor for breakfast, lunch and tea to keep all these ailments in check. 

Every time she walked the sensation felt like she was walking on glass. She had a major surgery done. They took a vein from her arm and put it in her left leg. That got infected, so more surgery, a stroke and more battle wounds were suffered.
My Mum and Dad never smoked cannabis. My dad drank alcohol, my mum smoked cigarettes and they too, believed all the hype that “cannabis is the devil”. My mum has never smoked or tried cannabis in her life. So even bringing up the fact that I like to smoke for a time out, was out of the question. I felt hopeless while seeing my mum suffer through her ailments and pain.
“Then that’s when the plant god showed”.



I am that “doctor google” type of person. I will google my symptoms and how to cure myself. So that is exactly what I did. I taught myself how to grow, cut, dry, cure, dercarb to making infused butter and oils. I made chocolate brownies, canna milk, cannabis flour, cookies, lollies, jelly, tinctures, teas, shake powder and this is when my imagination ran wild. I realised, I have never been this excited and easily susceptible to learning about the cannabis plant.
In learning I was able to make a magic salve balm containing cannabis. I was well rewarded when my mum said it gave her instant relief when I applied the salve to her under feet, while giving her a therapeutic foot massage at the same time. My mum became my tester. The tincture gave her a relaxing feeling when taken half hour before bed time. She consumed a cookie once and she got smashed. She got that couch lock and it came so fast for her that it was unexpected. She did not like the feeling, although she had the best sleep after that. She doesn’t consume or smoke cannabis yet.
In saying all that, I am still learning the many magical qualities the cannabis plant has to offer the many masses around the world. I am blessed and greatfull, I have an awesome man who is also passionate about growing cannabis. He also found this site “I❤️LGM”. This year is the first time we are fortunate to know what we are growing and consuming. I chose the heavy hitters pack because I liked the reviews on gorilla glu. We are halfway through this season “outdoor”. I have been able to make medicine already from pruning and super cropping. I have a decent amount of leaves and stalks, even though there is no visible trichs. Who’s to say there is no medicinal qualities already formed? I plan to infuse in oil once it’s dried. I will make ointments, balms, lotions and potions from this. Everything can be used. I would like to be able to try out the cbd oil for my mum as a form of pain relief or management. I know she would benefit from this. Pure indica has all the right qualities I am searching for to help with pain, anxiety, depression and so much more. I imagine all the good I can achieve with just one seed. My dream is to one day help many of my people, aswell as all that need this medicine. Again I am blessed and greatfull. Blessed I still have my mum here with her two front feet.
I am here to share where I can, be innovative, natural, organic, love the land, keep green and staying humble.
I wish you all love, light, happiness, peace and pain free “Happy New Year 2019”