Welcome back. Look forward to the pics.
Welcome back. Glad to hear all was good, instead of food poisoning! Lol
Looking forward to your new growā¦
Yoshi,
Hope you have a pick of cute Island girls 
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This year has been a year of hell for me, I lost my brother in April and my son in Novemberā¦ Iām sure it will take some time to get over it if I ever do, my brother was like a father to me and my son was my whole worldā¦ They say God will only put on your back what you can carry, he must know something I donāt cause itās a living hell every dayā¦ I donāt see me making it, but Iāll carry it as long as I canā¦
Iām a strong willed person but this got the goody out of me, good luck with it friendā¦
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Iām sorry for your double loss. I canāt imagine having to bury my son.
Please remember, God is not the only force affecting us. While He has to allow it, the devil is the one out to destroy us. From day 6!
Strong will is good. Use that willpower to make yourself give Him what is too much for you to bear. Easy advice to give. Iām sorry it wonāt be as easy to take.
Hereās to seeing our lost loves on the other side. May the reunion be joyous!..
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Thanks Florida Son for the kind words, I know that we will meet againā¦
I am so sorry to hear about your loss, I have also struggled with the saying, " god never puts on us more than we can handle". I have reached this threshold twice in my life and itās no fun. I donāt believe that I would be here today if not by the grace of god! Trust me, even if you havenāt been to your kneeās in awhile, god will listen. He waited for me to get over my anger so that my heart could hear again. If we can help, please donāt hesitate to ask. Mike
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Thanks Mike, Iām sorry for your loss as wellā¦ Iām glad you found God,but
for me I think it will be a whileā¦ I canāt come to terms with him taking
my only child who had so much going for him, his first child Iām being
bitter so Iāll stop with this I pray all the time I prayed that night that
my son would be OK all the way to the hospital and I still prayā¦
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Iām going to try and keep my personal life out of it,but sometimes I have to vent to someone Iām sorryā¦ It gets hard when thereās just you, so if I go on a vent please forgive meā¦ Is this the place to do it at, Iām in the members lounge right hell I canāt keep up with all the places lol thatās my problem I canāt remember stuff like thatā¦ And Iām scared I canāt remember how grow cannabis with all this new technology itās a big gamble I donāt want to do a belly flopā¦ But Iām sure Iām in the right place to find help if I need itā¦ Iām glad I found this forumā¦
You are among friends!
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Thanks Iām looking at all types of stuff Iāve about decided to go with a
grow tent kit Iām looking forward to March,thats when Iāll be ready to give
it a try maybe Februaryā¦ You may have changed my mind on some things, I
could just get the tent and lighting but we will have to wait and seeā¦
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Everyone needs to be able to vent. Holding things in does a lot of damage to us. We donāt need you to go the way of a faulty pressure cooker!
Hell, start a āventingā topic where people can go to unload. Itās really not a bad idea since Iām sure youāre not the only one here that could use a place to unleash what is building up inside.
I would suggest a disclaimer at the beginning to ward off any that could be offended. I would get with @latewood to see since some language is unacceptable. A venting rant can often become offensive to people that donāt understand how much good venting can do.
Will be around if you need to unload. Donāt keep things bottled up. I honestly think that is part of the reason there are so many health issues now days.
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Thanks Florida son, thatās a good idea but donāt see it happening since the
language could get pretty intenseā¦ I appreciate your kind words and
actions, yes it does cause a lot of health issuesā¦
The language was only one of the reasons I mentioned the disclaimer.
I have a topic that leads to many disagreements due to the nature of the topic itself. If people canāt handle disagreements without taking it personal, itās not the topic for them.
Sometimes while venting, others may be guilty of what you are ranting about. If they canāt see that youāre just releasing frustration, it could lead to conflicts which is the opposite of what this site is for.
We no longer have the private message option. I understand the reasoning, but it would be useful in a situation like you have. We need to be able to get the garbage out.
It was just a thoughtā¦
Yeah Iāve been asked to edit an f word. Guess keep it PG dagnabbit.
I totally agree with you,if you canāt handle the heat donāt go to the
topicā¦ All the reasons I try and not to vent, I donāt want to get kicked
off the forumā¦ Thanks for your help Florida Son, that I may find some
understanding in all this miseryā¦ I donāt see it though but who knowsā¦
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@Stonetothebone I understand the value of lost , September 11 was the 16 th year of my son passing and he died in my arms , it was life changing but just know this my friend , it takes a life to save a life and itās just part of the life living cycle , Iām not being sarcastic but understanding but God is forever knowing and itās apart of Godās will , so be in prayer and I suggest you try reading this book called the Alchemist by Pablo Quelo very good read , Iāve read it over 30 times now and I probably wonāt ever stop reading it , but it gives clarity to life and itās purpose , I know things will make sense in time , but you will never forget or get over it , you just learn to live on and figure out how to except it , enduring in patience Sir is long suffering and your journey is still going , God Bless you Champ I have much faith in you that you will find your calling in this I promise .
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Thanks Yoshi, I appreciate it friendā¦
Thatās what Iām doing now I think,learning to live with it and expect it
how to deal with itā¦ Man when I went to buy him Easter flowers that was
the first time it caught me off guard, I had a total breakdown the lady
said take all the time you needā¦ I left mad because I let my true
feelings escape in publicā¦ Now when Iām by myself I cry my eyes out, but
thatās me I donāt know why Iām being so open about it hereā¦ Maybe itās
because I donāt have to talk the condition Iām in is affected my speech
Iāve havenāt been seeing my behavior doc lately either lolā¦ They put me
on all kinds of medās I take some a week and stop some I donāt take at
allā¦
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Youāre going through it you know what I mean, Iām sorry that happened to
youā¦ I can only imagine how hard that was for you my deepest condolences
on your lossā¦