No need to apologize silly wabbit. We all have periods like this. Life is forever cycling, up to down and down to up. Your up time is coming. It always helps me when I have these bad periods, to just focus on the now and not worry too much about the coming up or future. Just do what you can do and be happy you did your best.
One of my favorite sayings:" It will be okay in the end. If it is not okay, it’s not the end." I dunno, sort of puts a period at the end of it. Just knowing that it will end someday is better than wondering if it will ever end.
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